God. Stealing a page from Antonia, this entry is going to be my list of things that are pissing me off and making me a very bitter and angry person to deal with right now. Here goes.
1) My fucking ISP is down. It’s been down since yesterday morning. Gee, it’s a good thing I don’t need it for something like a job or anything. Oh. Except I DO. To say nothing of the fact that I have nothing else to do with my time since I’ve sent all my books home already.
2) My mother claims to have given me $20 last week before I left for North Bay. She didn’t. If she had, I wouldn’t be worried about finances right now. She seems to think that I just spent twenty dollars on frivolous stuff and am now lying to cover that up.
3) Gravity has a cold. As much as I love him, he is the biggest baby when he’s sick, and it’s driving me up the wall. I suppose I should be a little more sympathetic, but this is the third or fourth time in as many months that we’ve gone through this, and it’s become increasingly irritating. He called in sick to work last night because he won’t take any medicine for it. In my family, you’d have to either lose an appendage or be vomiting blood before calling in sick to work. I’m getting closer and closer to telling him to suck it up, take some Advil Cold and Sinus and go to work. Every time I ask if there’s anything that I can do to make him feel better, he says something like, “come home, please.” If he says that one more time I’m going to remind him of an incident back in January about two days after I was diagnosed with mono and he went out with his friends after promising to come visit me. I felt like shit and that just made things worse—maybe now he’ll understand why I was so upset about that. But I’m not counting on it.
4) I hate my fucking rez circle. Yes, I know that almost everyone is finished school now and that it’s a great time to party. I have no problem with partying either. What I do have a problem with is parties that last until 3 in the morning with the music so loud that it keeps me awake. I’m not talking a minor irritation here—I can hear it in my room louder than I usually listen to my own music. This has been going on since Thursday of last week. Last night, however, raised the bar to new heights of pissing Rhiannon off. Last night’s party last until 6 in the morning today. I did not sleep that entire time, and I think that might be why I’m so pissed off right now. If this happens again in the next week I’m calling security. I would have done this last night but I couldn’t find their number.
5) Candis left last night and now I’m home alone with my evil psycho roommate who doesn’t clean up after herself. To top that off, all I want for supper is some ravioli and we don’t have a fucking can opener.
Hallelujah, my Internet connection is back. Thank you, god.
Rhiannon ”I hate myself today but I can see through this bitterness and sadness so I won’t die now…”