I don't want to be lonely tonight 7:36 p.m. & 2001-06-28
It's hot here. I'm quite uncomfortable. I'm also sick-ish at the moment...to the point where people at work were asking what was wrong. Apparently I'm even more pale than usual. I just feel like hell. Cramps, nausea, headache...it's bad.
I found out something somewhat disturbing at work today. My friend Angie has had a bit of a crush on our English co-worker Dan, or so I've surmised...another co-worker and I discussed this today, and she confirmed what I'd suspected. Only she added that perhaps Angie had not mentioned such things to me because Dan has feelings for me. What? And now I feel really weird. Dan came upto me this afternoon and put his hands on my shoulders and offered to drive me home early or get me something, and I was like, "WHOA! HANDS OFF, BUDDY!" The thing is, I do like Dan. He's a good friend, and how can you not like someone who wants to be "a geek with seven cats" when he grows up? I hate feeling uncomfortable around him. Since today was Shannon's last day, Dan is also going to be driving me to and from work every day for the next two months.
After that long and whinging paragraph...my family left yesterday morning for Saskatchewan. They're in Winnipeg right now, so making excellent time...I'm really glad I'm not with them. Gravity Man and I went out last night to the coffeehouse. He played "You Are So Beautiful" and dedicated it to me...which was blissfully sweet. It's nice to be loved.
-Rhiannon "don't say yes but please, don't say no... and don't let me be lonely tonight"