Due to a) a CoffeeTime iced cappuccino and b) a bottle of Pepsi, I can actually start out an entry by stating that I am not infact tired. Woo! Go Rhi.

So I haven't updated in 8 days. Wow. Where does the time go? Have I done anything in the past 8 days that can be considered remotely interesting? Not really. I finished work. It was a good day, and I had a lot of fun. We went to the Battle of Georgian Bay that night, which was also really cool. I so want to be a re-enactor when I grow up. Only I'll be one who actually does reseach into what she's supposed to be re-enacting. (Or in the case of the Battle, enacting.) There were quite a few families who were there, including one woman who had three kids, all under 4, all in costume. When the land battle got near us, their father was in the battallion that was fighting, and they cheered, "Go Daddy! Go DAddy!" for him. It was quite sweet.

I move back to North Bay on Friday (so, in one week) and Gravity is coming with me for the first week, so hopefully that means we can get back to spending time together. We had another non-fight on Tuesday night. I think he's finally got an inkling of how hurt I was 'cause he called just to say he loved me.

I spent Tuesday night at Anne's again, she is a goddess. We talked until bugina (one of her words, meaning 'infinite') and went shopping the next day. I also hung out with Marc, who goes to Nip as well...which would have been cool, 'cause he's a fun guy, but I'd just recently found out some messy details about his breakup with Michelle, another of our co-workers, and also that he seemed to be interested in me in a romantic wya. I can't deal with this! So I did the cowardly thing and mentioned my future plans with Gravity and such to subtly state my pratically-marriedness.

I don't know what else to talk about...I'm afraid of going back to school, I'm afraid of being me again. I'm afraid of everything the future holds. I know this does me no good, but there you have it.

I'd write more but I'm just trying to numb things out of my mind. NOthing here means anything. This was actually a positive entry, once.

Hi to my new readers! Much love to both of you, as well as my older readers.

rhiannon
"the world and I
we are still waiting
still hesitating
any dream will do"

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