Again, not really sure what I should write. I'm up at the school, not doing anything because I don't really have that much to do that couldn't be done tomorrow or another, better, day. I don't want to go home and sit around in pointless pathetic idiocy (like I know I will.) I also get paid today, and I'd like to get the cheque today so I don't have to come back up to the school tomorrow.

Gravity and I had a fight last night. An actual fight, as opposed to an argumentative discussion or a non-frontation. It was bad. The worst part is that I don't think that it was really resolved at all, mostly because it eventually wound it's way around to being 2:30 in the morning and I had to get up at 7. (Be proud of me for actually getting up and going to class.) I hate leaving things in unresolved state, but we weren't get *anywhere* and I had class in the morning. The whole thing is really frustrating, and I don't like being treated like this. I don't know if that's suitably vague...frig.

I'm running really short on cash and it scares me. I had to pay a $20 overdue library fine yesterday (which, admittedly, is my own damn fault) and Mathman's birthday is this weekend, so I have to get him something, plus the insane amounts of Christmas shopping I have to do. And rent, and stuff like that. Damn, I hope I get a bursary.

I wish a lot of things right now, but most of all I wish I was 5 again.

rhi

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