So it was the showdown at the Coffee Time today, between Gravity Man and myself. Actually, I shouldn't say that, as it wasn't much of a showdown and it really took place more at the park than anywhere else. It was very hard, to say the least.

We spent the first hour making small talk about Star Wars (which I saw again this morning) and other assorted stuff, before we started talking about other stuff. It was awkward, it sucked, I cried a lot, I don't know what else to say.

I don't yet know how I feel about what we talked about. I'm hurt in a lot of ways; I'm angry in others; but mostly I'm just sad.

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